I've set my mind on one goal - Lyndon Gregorio's graphic novel, Go-Beerkada: The Rise of The Jhologs.
I was having second thoughts in posting this. I think it's a bit late or I don't think I have written this well enough. But here goes... It was a Saturday. We had a shoot for the yearbook for a college near Few students still came for pictorial that afternoon. We packed up at around 4:30PM. As we head out the building, we soon realized the difficulty in going home. The streets are flooded. Jeepneys no longer head for our area due to the flood. There is no way that I’m going to wade in the flood. I said to myself. My co-worker (who also live along the same road) and I hailed a bike with sidecar and for a hundred pesos we head for As driver pedalled, I hoped that the road where we live is not as flooded as the other areas in Floods are a perennial problem in Metro Manila. The Region lies on an isthmus with an average elevation of 10 meters. It is flanked by the The geography itself screams flood plain all over. Floods would certainly be inevitable. But it’s not like we live in the ancient period. Technology has developed ways to prevent the areas like Metro Manila from experiencing disastrous floods. Defences like levees and dams are designed to help prevent such catastrophe. Ondoy seemed to be too much to handle. The tropical storm surpassed the record amount of rainfall set around 40 years ago. The Hurricane Katrina which brought 380mm of rain in The storm left the Philippine Area of Responsibility Sunday evening with at least 250 dead and thousands more displaced from their homes, 80% of the region submerged. The people are quick to point fingers to the government. Apparently, the government claimed that such calamity was unforeseen. The inaccuracy of PAG-ASA’s forecast might be the cause of this disaster. PAG-ASA would retaliate that due to the lack of support from the government and funding for newer equipment, a more accurate prediction is not possible. With that, the fault is not entirely theirs. The government can direct the issue to the people who just dump their garbage anywhere, everywhere thus clogging the sewage systems, causing the flood. We can’t just use the ‘blame card’. Finding someone to blame solves nothing. It just covers up the guilt. Biting off from someone else’s back won’t remove the mud from the houses, fix broken structures or even bring the dead back. Take responsibility for our actions - the loggers, illegal or not, those who throws garbage irresponsibly, people who refuse to segregate their garbage, people who use their power for their personal gain disregarding the effect to the community, people who neglects the problems in the environment. Everyone had a hand in making this disaster possible. We are all living as a community, as one. Humans are not created to live alone. We all affect everyone in the community. Thinking only of our selves could only make things worse. The pain of the calamity still lingers. But we must rise up from this as new individuals. Let us learn the lesson the flood brought us. For those who are spared from the ordeal, a helping hand is greatly appreciated. A great way to show how thankful you are is by being a candle of hope to others. For those who are still suffering, keep faith in your hearts. It is easy to say that we must think positive on the situation at hand. With the number of destroyed homes, displaced families and traumatized victims increasing, finding hope amidst the devastation might be hard, but it would lessen the burden in the heart. We can survive this. We are resilient.
The first time I heard the song Sober from Kelly Clarkson's 2007 album, My December, I was floored and I immediately looked for the chords and lyrics so I can sing and play it with my guitar, Renji. And I don’t know Three months and I’m still sober And I don’t know Three months and I’m still breathing Wake up Three months and I’m still standing here Three months and I’m still breathing Three months and I still remember it Three months I wake up Three months and I’m still sober One afternoon, I was surfing for something good to watch on TV. I saw Pink's performance from the 2009 MTV Video Music Awards. The song was of the same title. Pink performed the song several feet from the ground on a trapeze. My jaw dropped. Immediately I searched for the lyrics of the song. I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest Once again, I fell in love with a song. Well, I'm in love with two song... Still in love with Within Temptation's latest single. ^__^
This could break my heart or save me
Nothing’s real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I’ve been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in
But I know it’s never really over, no
Three months and I’m getting better yeah
Three months yeah, three months are hard
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
Or the girl who never wants to be alone
I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the mornin'
'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home
Ah, the sun is blindin'
I stayed up again
Oh, I am findin'
That's not the way I want my story to end
I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside, you're my protection
But how do I feel this good sober?
I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
'Cause I won't remember, save your breath
'Cause what's the use?
Ah, the night is callin'
And it whispers to me softly, "Come and play"
But I, I am fallin'
And if I let myself go I'm the only one to blame
I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside, you're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?
Comin' down, comin' down, comin' down
Spinnin' 'round, spinnin' 'round, spinnin' 'round
I'm lookin' for myself, sober
Comin' down, comin' down, comin' down
Spinnin' 'round, spinnin' 'round, spinnin' 'round
Lookin' for myself, sober
When it's good, then it's good, it's so good 'til it goes bad
'Til you're trying to find the you that you once had
I have heard myself cry 'never again'
Broken down in agony, just tryin' find a friend, oh, oh
I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside, you're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?
I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside, you're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?
I read through a newspaper about the 1st Calabarzon Graphic Design Convention. I said to myself, this is a good way to learn more stuff about some graphics application. Besides, it is also nice to add this in my list of Seminars Attended in my resume.
With that, I emailed a fully accomplished Registration Form, paid the fees and waited for the convention date.
I visited the website regarding the said convention and found that there will be a contest on Adobe Photoshop Art. My mind says I am not good enough to join the contest. I still have problems in shading, color palettes and composition. But I decided to give it a shot. Honestly, I join contests only if I know that I have a good chance of winning. For me, I don't see the point of joining a contest if you do not intend to win. That's why I make it a point to give it my all.
For around 2-3 weeks, I created an artwork unlike any of my usual works. It was not a portrait nor a fantasy character. Also, the concept I have in mind involves lots of details(mind you, I am weak in detailing), and I mean LOTS.
In the last week of before the deadline of submission, I feel like giving up. I don't think the color of the artwork works well. Some parts seemed incoherent.
With the help(moral support and advise) of my friends here in DA, I finally finished the artwork and submitted it.
The convention was held yesterday. After the seminars, the contest winners will be announced. During the seminars, Seminar vouchers for PCCI were to be given away to lucky participants. I was one of them.
.. the time ticks really slowly...
When the closing/awarding cermonies started... I was really tense. What if I didn't win? I will be really sad...
There had been problems with the presentation on the 3rd place winner. There was a typographical error with the video presentation. (it shows 2nd place when it really was the 3rd place) After the two awards were given, I became really worried.First place na lang... Then, my artwork was flashed on the screen.. followed by my name. I...freakin'....won. I am not just happy. I am overjoyed, ecstatic. All the hardwork had paid off. This was the first Digital Art Contest that I participated in and I won. This boosted my confidence.. (I really think that my art is crap.)
Now, I really am determined to be the best digital artist that I can be. I will continue to believe that there is a future for me in this field. I should just move forward and throw away self doubt...
hmmm.. things that I will give for Christmas...
Coffee Mug with Infuser para kay ....
Coffee para kay..
MP3 player para kay...
Sandals para kay ....
Libro (hopefully) para kay.....
Pendant para kay....
haha, bakit ko nililista to? ewan... sa akin lang, it feels nice to give.
note: must update this, di ko pa alam ang ibibigay ko sa iba.. hmm i wish i have more funds. bumili ako ng 2 sandals, 2 pants at 2 slacks.. huhu..gusto ko pa ring magregalo :D
(the real title of this entry is... my materialistic self is at it again)
Christmas is just around the corner (pardon the cliche) and I've been thinking, Hmm, well, why not list the things that I want to have. Some are things that I could buy for myself and others... well, you get the picture. (i hope someone will give them to me.. )
- belt
- pedometer
- 2 pairs of denim pants
- 2 pairs of slacks
- a gothic cross pendant
- a journal (hmmmm....ako na ang bibili nito)
- Wacom Graphire (o kahit yung cd-r king na lang para pampraktis, sa sunod na lang ang Wacom)
- computer speakers
- webcam
- controller ng PS2 (2)
- Hairspray, Dreamgirls and Sweeney Todd VCD.
- books from Twilight series (yes, I'm in fangurl mode..rawr beware)
- LAPTOP na mataas ang specs
- Digital SLR
- Macbook
- PSP
- Nintendo DS
- Nintendo Wii
haaaay... WISH ko lang wahahahahah
I see you in my memory
As vivid as today
And I wonder do you see me
In that same familiar way
Ohhh..., another place, another time
We'll meet again and you'll be mine,
Ohhh..., 'cause nothing can
compare to you and I
Wasn't it true do you
remember like I do
(Wasn't it true or is it)
All tainted in your view
Could I be just a dream or two
(Wasn't it true)
Oh, if I knew
Now I know it was so special
(Every single way)
Every single way, yeah, yeah
You know I'd go right back there
(Take me back today)
If you take me back today
'Cause I know
there's no one to
replace you in my
mind
Wasn't it true do you
remember like I do
(Wasn't it true or is it)
All tainted in your view
Could I be just a dream or two
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(Wasn't it true)
Oh, if I knew
Do you remember...
Oh I remember...
Do you remember...
(Do you remember, Do
you remember, Do you
remember)
Oh I remember
(Do you remember, Do
you remember, Do you
remember)
True, remember like I do
(Wasn't it true or is it)
Tainted in your view
Just a dream or two
(Wasn't it true)
Away from you
Wasn't it true, so true,
remember like I do, I do
(Wasn't it true, or is it all)
Tainted in you're view
Could I be just a dream or two
(Wasn't it true)
Away from you
Do you remember...
(True, Remember like I do)
Oh I remember...
(Wasn't it true, or is it
tainted in your view)
(Just a dream or too)
Oh I remember...
(Wasn't it true)
(True, remember like I do)
(Wasn't it true, or is it)
Tainted in your view
Just a dream or two...
my song for the moment..
wuv this song very much![]()
tsalamats kay lola pj ![]()
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actually, ala rin akong maisip na journal entry... buti LSS ko ito ngaun.. ![]()
